She wants to leave me after 9 months? :'( (sorry for long story but plz plz plz bear with me :( )?

Don't be sorry, its okay :) and about your gf don't jump into conclusions wait until you talk to her. You guys are very young which can also contribute to why her parents don't let her talk to you. I believe they shouldn't do that but everyone has their reasons. If you guys still have strong feelings for each other, and by that I mean if you BOTH have feelings. You should try and talk to her parents and show them that you really care for their daughter, if you do so this will show them that you're mature and that you really care for their daughter. I believe they're also doing this because many girls are getting pregnat and they don't want that for her. So if you want to stay with her don't have sex until you guys are older. Good luck!